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Eli Mercer is a 22-year-old queer man trying to survive a life that refuses to fully accept him. Raised by a devout, controlling mother who believes his identity is something that can-and must-be "corrected," Eli learns early that love in his home comes with conditions. In search of connection, he falls into a complicated relationship with Daniel, an older married man who promises devotion while keeping Eli hidden in the shadows of secrecy and manipulation.
When Eli begins to find comfort in a queer-friendly Chicago bar called The Lantern, he meets Carmen Alvarez, a sharp-witted bartender who slowly becomes the first stable, maternal presence in his life. Through her and the chosen family of the bar's LGBTQ+ community-karaoke nights, memorial walls, and fierce protectors-Eli begins to glimpse what real acceptance looks like.
But his fragile sense of safety shatters when he is abducted after a concert and forced into a religious conversion program, an ordeal orchestrated in part by his own mother. As Carmen and the queer community mobilize with activists, legal allies, and survivor networks, Eli fights to hold onto himself.
What follows is a story of survival, chosen family, and the painful but powerful journey toward reclaiming identity, freedom, and home.