Depressedtododeku Stories

This is a fanfic, tododeku, gay, depressed. There are a bit of triggering themes and events such as alcohol, smoking, maybe some rape flashbacks, self harm, suicidal/int...

I don't want to spoil the story so just read it. Warning! It has tododeku in it, other gay ships, and suicidal tendencies so if you don't like that stuff then please don...