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Hey mein erster Versuch etwas zu schreiben, was Menschen helfen soll mit den Leben zurecht zu kommen. :) Über das Leben und dessen dunklen Geheimnisse und Wahrheiten. About life and their darkest secrets and truths.

"It will all get better." they said. "No reason to worry." they said. "We as people have changed and we as a country shall fight through our problems until they are no more!" they said. I learned not to listen to them. Freak is a word I have heard too much in my life. Nothing more than a "freak", they call me, I'm not supposed to be a human, but a test subject, a subject that can be caged up and thrown around to all the scientists that want to poke inside my brain, trying to figure out how I work, function and control. A 16 year old girl who is a threat to peace, a threat to life and a threat to the world. I can't just be a teenage girl, a girl who loves food, books and the outdoors. I can't have a normal life where I go to college, get married and have normal children. Is this how the world was before the "outbreak"? I read history over and over again as a child. I sat in class and listened to stories of wars, stories of separations in every way and stories of those who won and lost. I could never understand people though, the illogical ways they think and then react. I guess I have always been different, even before this horrific outbreak. I'm an outcast, just like every kid in the US now and maybe even in the world. *Disclaimer: this story is a fanfiction of The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken*

Two poems that work into each other, to show the difference a few months can make. From depressed and hopeless, to excited and living with purpose.