Friendinlove Stories

___________________________ Why did I survive? My sigh was lost in the cold breeze "You almost had me fooled Eisha. How did you get so good at acting?" I didn't have to turn to know it was Erina. "Acting?" I forced a smile. "What are you talking about?" She took her place beside me, her face not wavering. Not smiling. Not sad. Not showing any expressions. "You're going to lie to me? You're going to lie to me like you did to everyone else? Do you think I'll believe that-" She paused almost as if she was hesitating. "That it was an accident?" Her eyes fell onto my face, expecting me to answer. When I didn't, she spoke again. "Erina...Did you attempt suicide"? ___________________________

Untuk pertama kali nya, setelah 4 tahun aku berteman denganmu, rasa aneh itu timbul. Aku bingung harus aku apakan rasa ini? Haruskah aku nikmati rasa ini? atau aku simpan di tempat yang paling dalam di hatiku? oh Tuhan, aku tak ingin rasa ini hadir :') setelah sekian lama aku berusaha menghargai pertemanan ini, lalu kenapa disaat seperti ini kau hadirkan rasa itu Tuhan?;')