Imawkwardsorry Stories

There is a difference in bringing the party and being the life of the party, bringing the party would be supplying drinks possibly drugs, whatever makes the crowd wild, while being the life of the party is said often, only one girl has mastered the art of pumping up a party. That girl is 14 year old Seattle Cowel. While living the life owning a club in New York performing every night with her best friend Ashton Irwin (20 yrs old) she manages to keep a close relationship with her father Simon Cowel, who she has never met in person. When Seattle's father finally gains custody her world is shifted or more like she is flown out to London to live with him. During the move and after, Seattle is forced to meet the boys of One Direction, her idols, with paths intertwined by fate Harry Styles feels a passion hate for Seattle Cowel, will that change or will their encounters forever by filled with awkward silence and furious screaming?

Hi. This isnt going to be a story. I just need a place to write down my thoughts and things that go on everyday. I guess you could call this a diary but whatever. Im just going to write in this when I need to or think its necessary ***warninggggg*** there will most likely be depressive episodes and mentions of suicide in this. Sorry. Im a mess. This is to help me through the thoughts. Read at your own risk. Pls. Remember that you are all beautiful and i love you all so much.