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Fanciful (adj)
Whimsical. Highly unrealistic. Wildly imaginative.
I have always dreamed that I would be a person who is loved by many. I dreamed that I would be smart, funny, and charismatic. I was very fanciful back then. I know better now. I know that I'm not smart. My grades suck ass. I know I'm not funny. I don't even try to make others laugh anymore, it never works. I know I'm not charismatic. I am so bad at communication and I barely have any friends. My teachers hate me. My peers hate me. Even my parents hate me. I have a couple 'friends', but they don't care about me. They just pity me. I know it. I'm not fanciful anymore. I'm realistic. Down to earth. I'm self aware.
I can't even see a future for myself.