Thismeanbean Stories

apologizing, thinking, crying, rambling, hurting, loving, giving, taking, stealing, smiling, rambling some more, scribbling, hiding, coping, feigning, fighting, and...

Over My Shoulder is made in memory of a good friend of mine, who lost the battle against cancer in August of 2018. 
The worst year of my life so far. 
I know you're sti...

C̵̲͍̑̌͆h̷̲͂͌o̸̦̼̤͑k̷̬̯͕̂ỉ̷̥̺̼n̸̢̖̎̅̑g̸̘̽ ̸̧̱̀͝ͅi̷̡͚̙̎͋͑n̴̙̝̊̕ ̴̡̥̙̀̀t̵̳̉͐̋h̶̺̣͎̕e̸̞͌ͅ ̸̝̓̈́f̵̩͊ò̸̧̢͝g̷͍͕͠ .

Disjointed and Meaningful poetry about the struggling mind.

Poetry about the inner workings of a collapsed mind.

The journey to finding purpose.

Simply writing down the stuff that goes through my head.