Him

The sudden beating of my heart as my message goes through. I sit anxiously waiting for a reply. My phone buzzes, I jump up and unlock my phone. As my phone opens to reveal a message, but not from him, I sigh and grudgingly reply to the text asking if I wanna go out for dinner tonight.

I push the lock button on my phone and sit back. My throat feels tight, my eyes get wet, and I feel restrained, yet again from speaking. Tears start to stream down my face, first from the right then the left. They cascade down my flushed cheeks to my tight throat. It's like my tears are representing the words and feelings I have yet to express to him.

The front door clicks, implying that someone has entered my quickly crumbling reality.

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