why was I named after something so terrible, but so beautiful at the same time. well today is the day I meet the person that left me from the start, "hello" get away now he haunts me like I was left for a reason, I'm no good anymore but he still thinks he can use me but what for I'm not special or am I, all these questions and I still haven't met the thing that makes my name a curse.
I didn't think about how I would cease to live. I always just thought about family and being myself and just going on with life without a care in the world. I just wanted to spend the last moment I had with that special person in my life, but I guess that will never happen. I have always wanted an anniversary since I was a little girl, and now that I had a chance to get one, I couldn't show up. I want to escape from this prison I'm in, but to do that I have to go through a lot of adventures and ups and downs before I can get away.
