heart beat

(Bum bum bum bum)
my heart beats loud in my ears i can hear it so clearly its like the beat is telling me to lean in and give in while my head is spitting out hateful words and insecure thoughts. alexia topaz is a quiet shy non talkative girl who wants to be invisible and hide. everyone thinks shes a wimp and no one likes her everyone seems to bully her and she just wants to disappear. she gets upset but never cries. what will happen when she meets the blue eyed blue haired new kid? will she come out of her shell? or will she hide and keep it inside?