The Intensity

I lived my life with no fear, passion, regret or feeling. Every decision I made... Was heartless, and sealed with no regret or feeling. I felt nothing but pain, anger and despair. I woke up everyday and continued my same old rituals... I sold drugs, I did drugs, I committed unthinkable crimes that no one in their right mind would ever think about committing and I slept with people who even had the biggest of all hearts. All with not even an ounce of regret, compassion, emotion, or fear to be found. You may as well call me a dead girl walking ...

That was all until I saw him; when my big hazel eyes had laid on him. I hadn't even said a god damned word to him yet, and for the first time in a long time, I felt my heart beat a little faster. I don't know if it was the fact that he had caught me robbing a jewelry store, or that my eyes had traced upon a person who was so breathtakingly beautiful.

After that, he was everywhere. Whether it was my local Starbucks, my favorite diner, Rosedale's, or the vinyl store. I couldn't get rid of him.

Turns out he loved Rosedale's Diner as much as I did...

He was the sweetest, most kindest asshole I had ever met. He changed my life by a whole 360. He made me feel emotions I didn't know I could feel, nor did I even knew existed. This boy had cracked my shell and let the light in, he was the highlight of my day, my life and my entire world.

One things for certain... That boy was going to be the death of me.

He kept me safe... I kept him wild.

His name was Hayden William Montgomery.