To Infinity... [COMPLETED]

Thinking about him hurts and it sucks ass and I've been hoping and praying for something, anything, to fall out of the sky and put me out of my misery but the worst part about that is that I won't be able to see his face again. While seeing him now was painful too, I still liked to see him, liked to see that he was still okay, I still enjoyed seeing him while he was on TV; on TV far, far away from me where he could never hurt me ever again