Love me, love me not. It's up to you.

One emotion has haunted my entire life. Love. It has been absent ever since I was born. My parents didn’t want me and neither did my family. I was a huge mistake. So I was put up for adoption. My adopted family loves me, but what does that matter. They aren’t my real family. Why would anyone love me anyways? I was a mistake and that is all I will ever be.