smoke | kim taehyung

You take advantage of me for your own sexual needs and I hate it. You mess with everyone I love and I always have to obey you.

You hate me staying out late, cause you think I hang out with Taehyung because he puts a smile on my sadistic face.

He helps me through tough times and he takes me away from the things I don't want to think about.

People think he's a bad influence towards me because he smokes, drinks and has tattoos but he is a different person, under all the secrets he has hidden under his concrete mask.

He says he loves to smoke because he wants to die, but I never knew why, and I never stopped him either, because I grew feelings for him over time.

My scars, flaws and bruises come from you but you still continue, wanting more than what you have gotten. When will it ever be enough for you.

You slept with my best friend and her boyfriend is my crush. You made him cry and it was a sight I never wanted to see.

You hurt them and I feel like my heart can't stay together anymore. The tape that wraps securely around it, suffocates me.

But tell me why do you do all this....

....Brother.

~Disclaimers~

-Mature content
-Sexual abuse/assault
-Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
-Depression
-Suicide