The Girl Who Knew It

"I hate that I still search for you in all walks of life, in every corner of my world. That I still dream of your electric orbs that always managed to make my heart nearly burst open from all the love they bored. I hate the raw and soul draining fact. The fact that caused me to lose myself and all that my life seemed to have been built on. The fact that you loved me. You loved me. I hate the beauty you left within me, so deadly, so compelling. The same beauty that seemed to destroy all of me. You have taught me so much, instilled within me the strength I never thought I had. Made me a better woman. But most importantly you've made me come to terms with life and reality. That nothing ever goes as planned. My fate was sealed the moment lines were drawn and I will forever be grateful. For before I met you I was the girl that knew it! The girl that thought she knew it all."