Try Being Bestfriends With The Guy Your Madly In Love With. It's not easy. Having to pretend that you don't love him. Trying to act happy for him when he tells you he likes someone, or when he tells you about how shitty he's been treated by his ex, knowing that you could treat him so much better. Looking him in the eyes just makes your heart melt, but you can't let him know. You can't let yourself ruin your friendship. ****** "You love him, don't you?" Amber asked. "Of course I do. I always have. I don't know what to do." "Tell him, Mila. You need to tell him." I turn away to hide my tears, knowing that he can't know. And he will never know. I'm in love with my best friend.