My Friend Is My Secret Lover (ON GOING)

My name is Chealsie Baltazar and I have a friend named Jonh Alonzo. Matagal na kaming magkaibigan simula nung elementary kami close na kami 'cause close yung mga parents namin, until one day nalaman ko na siya pala yung matagal ko ng manliligaw na never ko pang na meet in person.
Would we just be the same?