Alex Goldrest. Stupid name, she thinks. Never going to be like other high school girls, the thoughts taunt her everyday. Didn't have a boyfriend till she was 16! Now the boyfriend she has is a happy go lucky kiddo who loves to get into trouble. Alex has no idea how he even fell for her, a happy soul at school, quiet and isolated girl at home. Cafeterias suck. Lunch sucks. Hunger SUCKS! She's 135 pounds at 5'4 despite her large diets and exercise. Slow metabolism sucks. She cuts daily, that damn sight of blood making it harder to stop. She has hardly a friend, and her siblings hate her. Mother hates her. Where did the universe go wrong in creating her? The world SUCKS. She cuts, she exercises, she hardly eats, she's isolated, and the blood keeps coming. Whelp...this hurts like hell.