An Autobiography of a Suicidal Girl

So, uh I just wanted to depict life of one of those Thousands of sad people around the world.
It's my first story on wattpad!
Surely Everyone has repressed a lot of wish that they cherish But Ever felt like things have never gone right in your life? Ever thought you couldn't fulfil even a single wish? Then i hope this helps! Feeling " You are not the only one" always helps!
So there's this girl Rachel. Eighteen of age. Who found her life extremely miserable. Having a lots of anxiety issues, Badluck issues , Low self-esteem,lonliness, Conflict between right and wrong and so on. But it gets worse when she failed to take a right decision which pretty much ruins her life.