Got to be You

Hi! My complete name Sandara Park, and to the whole of South Korea I'm more known as Dara. The awkward fresh vocalist/sometimes rapper of YG's girl group 2NE1.

As many of you know - i'm 29 years old now ( yeah yeah accdg to my homeland I'm 30- but i'll stick to 29 still, thank you very much!)

I have my shares of relationships (once upon a time), Kisses now and then ( real genuine life kisses back then and sad to say reel mv/drama kisses as of late), and thats about it.

I'm currently single - last relationship (too long ago to remember! ) okay maybe around 9-10 years ago , when i was a young star in the Philippines.

And a handful of people know that I'm still a capital "V".

Yep... a freaking ViRGIN.

I know ... some would tell me "so what?"

But more would tell me "You're a What?".

So it made me more self conscious of that fact - and made me want to get rid of it. ( i know it sound kind of awful, like its a sickness i want to get rid off but being a virgin at my age and this age make me feel more awkward than i like.

Its like... I feel like im wearing a tag around my neck saying "Yes I'm a virgin" or a bright neon sign above my head blinking "Virgin" in bold red color.

I'm turning 30 ( truly! ) this year... and I wanted to lose it before my birthday.

To be fully a woman when I reach the big 3-0.

Bommie said she'll support me if that's what I want, the maknaes don't understand why I want to do it but supports me anyway.

The big problem is the "WHO?"

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A/N - when i wrote this i think Dara is really not 30 yet - yep i know she's turning 34 this year-2018 (we are chinggu's - same age '84 babies)