Got to be You

Epilogue

6 months of exclusively dating...

but even with the boundaries I set on myself and this arrangement - it didn't stop me from falling in love with him more and more.

After a month of dating - i did let him hold my hands.

After 3 months - I let him hug me.

At 5 months - I let him kiss me on the cheeks ( though once in a while he tries to steal a kiss or two).

Blind items started coming out of an Idol couple - i have a big haunch it was us since we've become less discreet about us going out.

Going to his usual hang-outs, using our known cars when going out, watching same movies or plays( We go separately at the red carpet then meet inside).

Honestly for me, I felt it was okay to come out and say i'm dating someone since I was free to date according to my verbal contract with Sajangnim and my fans are supportive and are always hoping I would stop saying I'm lonely (LOL).

It was more on his fans that I was worried but he kept assuring me that nothing will stop him from Being with me.

Not his fans , not his company - and though I'm loved by his family , he said if it wasn't the case he would still love me.

Tell me how can i stop myself from falling in love with him more when he says stuff like that.

I finally felt at ease with being together with him - fears and doubts  were replaced by trust and security. He showed me that he'll stay and will love me  - all of me.

So by our 6th month of exclusively dating - I finally told him I would gladly be his girlfriend if he still wanted.

His answer is a kiss...

A long kiss that almost reminded me of our kisses that first night together - when everything about us began.

He cooked for me that night and we stayed at his place cuddling on the sofa , doing a movie marathon...

okay and yes! and Make-out session.

A few weeks later,  our companies told us about our photos taken by Dispatch - thruthfully we weren't that troubled.

Okay I was, a little, but Jae talking confidently about the two of us gave me some courage to not be anxious.

So even before Dispatch could release the photos, Jae and I used our own SNS sites and posted a message at the same time.

my post

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i want to share something special to all blackjacks and daralings...
i'm happy...
I'm in love...
Hope you'll give us your support.

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I posted a picture of our hands together.
I didn't need to say his name since he posted the same pic with this message.

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I'm hopelessly and madly in love...
i finally met someone who i can see a future with...
be happy for us...

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I was teary-eyed when I saw his post - because I can also picture my future with him.

We were all over the news and on online trending lists.

Mixed reactions from the knetizens but most are supportive.

C-jes and YG released a joint statement about our relationship showing that they are 100% behind our relationship - the increase in stocks of both our companies showed that our speaking out about us have no negative effect on the company whatsoever. On the contrary, some brands for jeans, alcoholic beverage and even skin products offered contract deals asking for the two of us.

I was in complete bliss those following days...

but it wasn't for long.

A month later his enlistment date was announced. It was in 1 and a half month.

It was sad...

Sad enough that to comfort each other "It" happened again....

yes we made love again...

As we lie on his bed his arms around me with my back on his chest,

"I Love you..." he murmured in my ear.

"I love you too.." I answered as I started to tear thinking of how much I'll miss him.

"Don't cry..." he said as he raised himself and i fell back flat on the bed and he hovered over me.

"I'll miss you so much..." I said as i tried to supress the coming tears.

"I'll miss you too..." he leaned down and kissed me full on the mouth again. I wrap my arms on his neck and pulled him down and closer to me.

He pulled back and said something.

"W-what?" i answered still in a daze from our kiss.

"Will you marry me?"

I smack his arm.

"Ow, what was that for? I was proposing, why are you hiting me?" he asked with a pout.

"Way to choose a romantic moment to propose. Both of us butt naked on bed. How will I be able to tell this story to my friends or to our children in the future!" I said as I sat up.

He chuckled and scratch the back of his head.

"Sorry... was caught up in the moment."

But he did propose...

I quickly move and straddled him and he looked surprised.

"Of course I'll marry you.... " I kissed his lips snd he smiled .

"...but you have to propose again... " he nodded then out of nowhere took out a ring and slid it on my fingers.

"Thank you for believing in me... in us..."

And although we'll be separated for two years - this moment still felt perfect.

More so when this night gave us a special gift.

A week before he entered the military , we got married in a simple and private ceremony.

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yup ... she got pregnant.

keke - hope you enjoyed the epilogue ❤️

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