Dreaming Of You

I hate the feeling when you really don't have emotion. You feel so empty. You're not happy, you're not sad and you're nothing. Your mind is spinning but you can't feel anything. And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere, all of the sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me and I get discouraged, I get upset, and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt. And I think I'm just becoming numb.