Falling

Im falling. Fast. I dont know how, and I dont exactly know when. I dont know who can save me, or if i even deserve to be saved.  But I'm falling, thats all I know. This feeling, that I'm feeling right now. It's a confused feeling. A feeling that has been unknown to me my whole life and is slowly releasing. Do I want help? Do I need help? I'm not sure but I'm screaming help, just not outloud.