When Harry decides to leave London and go to New York to live with Ethan, his boyfriend for 2 months, he leaves Louis and his feelings behind. Louis has been dealing with depression for 2 years but Harry doesn't know. No one knows. What happens when Louis decides their friendship needs to end but Harry doesn't accept it? Will he come back and try to solve things or will they both live in denial forever? - x - "It kills him to think that he and Harry used to be so close. It kills him to ask about Ethan. It kills him to know Ethan will be the one listening to Harry's filthy moans like a melody over and over when they get back home. But, honestly, what hurts him the most is that it hasn't even been a week since he left to New York and Louis already calls Harry and Ethan's flat home."