You make me sane (dear Starboy!Tord x Reader)

The thoughts of self harm echoed in his head as he reached for the knife on the kitchen counter. He took a deep breath and exhaled shakily, he then raised his pink sleeves and started to carve out small stars on his arms, biting his lip to keep in the screams, but he was whimpering. He exhaled another time after he was done, and he cleaned the knife, then put it back on the counter...

Warning? Contains self harm, and abuse!