"Why do we smoke? Why do we drink? Why do we do drugs? Why do we get high? We do we starve ourselves? Why do we loose sleep? Why to we harm ourselves? Because it kills us, it's slowly kills us, kind of like a long term suicide. It brings us peace to know we are doing things that could kill us because we are too afraid to do the killing ourselves. That's why we do these things. We are the kids with the messed up lives and secrets that no one knows exist. These things help us cope with it all, they bring us a better reality and death."