There is this saying: If you're strong enough to let yourself fall in love and give everything you have, you will be strong enough to let it all go...strong enough to pick up all the pieces and start over. And that is basically what I am trying to do with my life right now. Out of the blue I got dumped. I thought him and I are supposed to be together forever and that nothing could come between us. Oh how foolish I was... But honestly I really hate it when I don't understand why someone did something. thats probably why it is so hard for me to pick up my pieces. But whatever...this is my way of coping with the breakup and everything else a millennium nowadays struggles with.