Grape Juice from Lemons

"You're hallucinating again, Nico. Just stop, no one would stare at you with such desire as he does. " But Max didn't know what it was like, because he was a boy.

My body isn't the most desirable, I'm already discriminated against for the color of my skin, but the way this man saw through me, as if I was nothing but a body, but a woman, it left me a feeling as if my body was just an object for him to use. As if I was a thing. As if I had no other purpose, than to serve him like a dog does it's owner.

Nicola J.Widow is a 17-year old young mother living in the suburb of Detroit, being a neglected ' brat ' and a spawn of Satan, she finds chaos and enemies easy to find. To make due; to survive, she reaches great lengths, even owning her stalker $200 000, while joining the rivalry gang and in the midst of all that? Dealing with her ghost, whose screams sing her to sleep, every single night.