THE DEAL BREAKER

She traced small circles on my chest. Her breath tickled my skin reminding me how close her lips were. I sighed in content.
"I'm sorry," she whispered and I sat up confused. She moved away from me creating distance that I found myself detesting.
"Whatever for?" I asked and a small blush appeared on her adorable face.
"I can't give what the others can, Cole," her face fell and I sighed, "You are a very physical person and I know that. The whole school knows that...I just... I can't, I am so sorry,"
My heart clenched.
"I want you to know that," she continued, "so that if it's a deal breaker for you..."
She paused turning away completely and standing up leaving me alone on the mat she had laid out for us. We were in the library, second floor during free period. Then she started to walk towards the stairs not even sparing me a glance. I shot to my feet, fumbling with the buttons on my shirt,
"Julia, dammit wait a second, will ya?" I pleaded and she stopped, her hand holding the door knob so tight her knuckles turned white.
"It's not a deal breaker," I sighed surprising both myself and her too. Then she turned uncertain and stared at me in question.
"Cole, I am offering you a clean way out, you know that," she stated very articulately, she sounded like she was scolding me, "take it and let's remember this when it was good."
"I don't care, Jules." I said walking toward her, "with you, there is no deal breaker, whether you blow me off to study, which you do quite a lot by the way," she chuckled and I swooped in gathering her in my arms feeling every curve the way I liked.
"Or fall asleep talking to me on the phone," I placed a kiss on her nose and her blush rose higher, "There is no deal breaker with you,"