kalopsia.

her home was among the fairies
a place she could never return
he had no home
her lover was but a dream
nothing more
does life have a meaning
is it a farce
he loved
he lost
she lost
and never found it again

she began to search
for love and loss
for things to feel
he began to seek
the numbness that dooms
to feel nothing is to
suffer
endlessly
is there such a thing as not feeling
the emptiness is an
emotion
it twists and calluses

they sought
what the other wanted
needed
they may have looked for each other
soulmates stuck in the cycle
does life bring meaning
is all we are
an animation,
a chance, chemicals mixing
and making reactions

blood on her
walls closing in
the silence is often much too loud
his blood stopped
his heart bled
and wept for it
was all coming to a close
was it worth it
he loved and
he lost
she lost and never found it again

and the walls shattered