It had been two weeks since everything had happened. Gerard was dead. The kanima was no longer the kanima, it was Jackson. And Lydia and him were back together. Scott was trying to fix things with Allison. And I hadn't seen Derek in three days. Which should have been a good thing, if I didn't like him so much. I was always attracted to Derek , but I only started to think I had real feeling for him the night everything went down. When he backed away after spearing the kanima Jackson the look on his face was unbearable. All I wanted to do in that moment was help him, comfort him, or at least be by his side to hold his hand or tell him every was going to be alright.. but I couldn't, I was frozen. I started to cry when- Cr: morganxmorgan (tumblr)