Goodbye Demi

One day, when I have children and grandchildren they will read on the internet "Demi Lovato died"...
They'll ask me "Who is Demi Lovato ? ".. I'll go to my room and look at my all Lovato things: CD's, posters, bracelets,T-shirts... I'll take 'Unbroken' and listen to it... and I'll start to cry. I look at all magazines I bought cause of her and I'll watch "Stay Strong Documentary" ... I'll remember her hair with different colors... I'll remember her eyes, jokes, SMILE... All my lovatic twitter accounts, tumblr blogs... When I saw La La Land for the first time...All these fights against to her haters and I'll remember all those lovatics that I've met.. I'll remember my best friend who was lovatic...I'll remember little girl from Barney... When I was so proud of everything she did...When I cried, smiled, laughed... Because of her... All these special moments, dreams, hopes...I'll cry like never before.. So many emotions will come to me while. Tears keep falling... I will remember "Stay Strong". I'll remember every sentence and mistakes and at that time my grandchildren will ask me "What happened ? " and I'll smile through my tears and then tell them "THIS GIRL SAVED MY LIFE".. She taught me how to stay strong , and that "Love is louder"... She was the one who taught me to help people who need it most. As much as it hurts me, I'm happy, because she is in heaven now and for the first time she is surrounded by angels just like SHE IS...I'll look out of the window and say Goodbye Demi... thank you for everything ...