Falling for Childe eng

This is not a y/n x childe story. It's more like ray x childe, but ofc you can imagine yourself as ray. Ray is my genshin oc. (my name is ray, it's kinda weird but well lesgo)

You are in a popular band with xinyan and you guys travel around the world. You always knew ab thid one fatui ginger but as long as he was far away, you didn't had to think much of him. One day, when you were supposed to play a concert on lantern ride, you had some guests that would come on the stage and sing some songs with you. Well one of them was....

TRIGGER WARNINGS:
de@th, sUi(ide, sh, $elf H@rm, se*ual a$$ault

I will put a trigger warning infront of the chapters, where it is meantioned so you can skip them.

Also I will put a song always at the begging, its the song i listened to while i was imagining the story. I would recommend to listen to those songs while reading.

To meantion that i am not a native english speaker so i am sorry if it's bad written.

Okay so, this story isn't supposed to be taken seriosly. It just got in my head and i wanted to write it down. But for those who take it seriosly, i hope you enjoy it.