appetence an eager desire, an instinctive inclination; an attraction or a natural bond Loving him was a losing game from the beginning, he knew this. But he couldn't stop falling for him. They knew that giving into this desire and attraction between them could make them both lose everything but they did it anyway. "I shouldn't be jealous, you aren't even mine." Since their childhood it was always them, always this two young boys against each other. Nobody knew what they were all these years. Friends? Rivals? Enemys? Not even them knew what it was between them. But could this thing between them become more than it was? "Keeping my distance because I know I can't have you." All these suppressed feelings came back when Charles became a Formula Driver for Alfa Romeo in 2018. They thought that they were over everything that happened but that changed in the moment they stared into each others eyes again. "We play dumb but we know exactly what we are doing." It was always them against the rest. It will always be them against the rest. "I can't stay away from you."