My Doctor who reality

My shifting rants/ scenarios I make up between me and the doctor because I scripted a 3 week long slow burn that turns into an angry emotional love confession in the rain. 0-0 anyway I've been really sad cause I haven't successfully shifted yet and Im only falling MORE in love with him so ahhh. Im deciding to write a bunch of things I want to / has happened in my DR. btw my doctor is 10.