A tiger who forgotten love (Creepypasta harem x male reader)

Hi this is your author again, about this book there is the main character (myself) and he was born with powers and people besides his family accepts him and helped him hide his powers but when it reached his birthday his only siblings and mother dies differently, the mother she dies from work exhaustion and the younger brother dies from thugs while protecting their younger sister and how the younger sister died she was raped then killed cuz she was a witness to their brothers death and they killed her and when our main character found out, he was devastated and he trained with his powers to make sure that nobody else feels the same pain as he did that day but as he did that since his family was dead he closed his emotions because he thought that his emotions will get him killed but that's not the only reason it's also cuz he was alone all this time and since the stress was so much he forgotten the feeling to be loved