*ON HOLD* "Are you sure you want this?" He asked, his voice like silk to Avery's ears. "Yes," he whispered back "I want this." Determination was evident in his voice. He knew exactly what he wanted and he knew he would stand down until he got it. "Alright baby, you asked for it" ______ Avery wants love. He craves love. But it's the one thing he fears most. None of his relationships make it far enough to even call it a relationship. He wants to be held, but he can't bring himself to stick around long enough. Blake doesn't think much about love, he doesn't have the time really. With school and lacrosse a relationship would be a distraction. Sure, it'd be nice to have one, but he's not going to go chasing it. If it's going to happen, it would have to fall right into his lap. ----- Warnings: This book contains faul language and Sexual content. There may be a scene or two with a little violence. MAY. You have been warned THIS IS BXB!!!