My cold abusing arranged husband saw my pregnancy test~ Jimin ff

I'm 19 years old married to the coldest human being park Jimin he is 27 I mean it's 8 years between us ,why I do like him but he hates me?one day he came home he was angry I could see it.he slapped me he was drunk,he pushed me in the bed what is he doing ?I was thinking too myself,he started touching me I didn't like it but at the same time I did,he never touched me we had "it"
After a few weeks i started feeling sick I knew but Jimin didn't.I got a pregnancy test and it was positive I got out from the bathroom crying in a mess I know he will hit me something bad will happen to me.I laid in the bed and soon you fall asleep after maybe 2 hours you woke up to jimin He slapped you