"If you wish to die so much, why don't you join the Survey Corps!" And so you signed up for the 103rd. What could be so bad about fighting Titan's if your only goal is to die? Or will you wish to keep living, and find your true purpose? --- **No longer updating, discontinued.** I do NOT own Attack On Titan or any of the characters here (except for the idea of y/n) They all belong to Hajime Isayama. I came up with the idea while listening to Monster by YOASOBI (love them) Sorry about the bad cover lol This will TRY to be a slow-burn, and will also be a fem reader. No smut, so.. Sorry?