Secrets (Phan)

First of all, I am so sorry if this is horrible, English isn't my first language and this is my first actual story in English and blah blah blah blah. And yes, I know the cover is crap. I didn't want to spend time on it.
Dan Howell and Phil Lester are best friends. They have been for a long time and they trust each other more than anyone else. Both of them are youtubers and they have a happy, amazing life. Until Phil realized that Dan had been keeping some secrets from him because he didn't want to hurt him, to make him feel bad. He was always bullied as a child. The chocolate-colour eyed boy didn't want his closest friend to think the same about him in the same way everyone else before him did. He hated every part of himself, even though Phil thought he was the perfect person.