𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚 ೀ cá vàng

"you had a bottle of pills but i wouldn't let you swallow them.
you said will you love me even more when i'm dead?
and i said no, and i threw the pills on the sand.
look at them, you said. they look like emeralds."

-richard siken, "i had a dream about you"