Ethan is a 16 years old boy who struggles with depression and bulimia since he was 13; his parents are divorced and he doesn't like them: they didn't want him to be born and when he tried to commit suicide at 13 they didn't care that much, they just pay therapy because the hospital sent him to a therapist who said he MUST go there once a week. The only moments where Ethan is happy is when he's with his band where he plays bass, with Lily, Miles, Kai and Taylor, but he doesn't even feel happy at all, he doesn't believe in happiness anymore, and he hopes he will find real happiness one day