As goth girl some sense of wanting to be kinky was excepted! But what I did not know was that I had dreams of making out with Sirenhead and making love to him.....spicy! Yes as I was not really into men/ woman for the simple fact that I lived in my head! As I was always daydreaming and maladaptive day dreaming! But real like being in my head with monster smut books and sometimes art work! But really I was a fan of Sirenhead head! Since I was 14! There was something about his sirens and his younger that got me going! But then as soon as I was 18 the sexual desires were starting up. But it was not with men/woman but fantasy creatures, monsters and Cryptids! What I did not except was that I would have dreams and fantasies of Sirenhead! Basically I wanted to kiss him as he kissed me deeply! But what I did not except was the idea that I was spreading eerie siren sounds coming from the back yard! A place I loved as a kid! Never really went back into it but to stargazing! But that was rare! I went to the back yard, trying not to disturb my roommates and investigate what was going on! I thought it was a first response team going to some accident! But I was fumbling in the semi dark of the motion detector lights! Then I bumbled into something that I did not believe I would believe......Sirenhead! I was wanting to know why he was here! But then I thought that I must be dreaming again! I pinched my self and started to see him again! I started wanting to feel him