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Im Jessi. Im what you would call a poor unfortunate soul. I have friends and they are amazing. I would have never had them if it wasn't for twitter. They have literally gotten me through soo much, and i haven't even seen them in person yet.

I know its weird but not to us it isn't. Right now I'm 19 and the oldest in our squad. The others are younger but it doesn't matter to me, because we are all family and i can't wait for the day that i meet them.

There is a secret I've been keeping that only my friends Sam and Trang know and I'm really scared to tell the other girls, its not that i don't trust them, I'm just scared. It's a secret so dark, that its kept me from completely opening up my heart to any guy that shows me love, i just don't want to burden them with anything, so i push them away.

I never thought that one place, and one boy, would start to change the way i thought, or the way i lived.