Zayn Malik (yes, THE Zayn Malik) was my boyfriend. We had been together for a year, and I didn't think anyone could make me feel as beautiful a he did. Yes, I received hate... a lot of hate, but it didn't matter because Zayn was there for me. Yes, he was... experienced, and I was still a virgin. He had been my first kiss,and I wanted him to be my first time. We were ready.