My last letter to my great love

There are things that aren’t for us. Just like us… we’ve thought we’re for each others arm but just like a movie there will always be an ending for every character. But those endings aren’t pure of happiness, there are some ended in a very dramatic and loneliest ways. And we’re one of those characters.
I wrote you this letter because I just want to say thank you for everything and say sorry for what I’ve done to you. First thing is I want to thank you for coming into my life, for making me happy, for letting me feel your love, for giving me butterflies in my stomach, for ALL those efforts you did just to see me and just to gave all the things that I'm craving for. And lastly thank you for the lesson you've given to me. I'm VERY thankful that I am once a part of your life. I've notice all those things you've experienced since we're together may it be happiness or sadness.
I'm sorry for all the things that I've done to you. I know I've hurt you too, somehow, not physically but through the words that comes out from my mouth. I'm sorry for that. If you think I am chasing you back just because of this letter, but I'm sorry... you're wrong, I won't and never EVER do that again. I wrote this because I have a feeling that I have to do this. Maybe I just want to let you know what I am feeling right after that last time we've talked. Well, if you're asking How I was. I'm fine. In fact, I don't even cry when we decided to stop this. It feels like I was exiled in a very LONG nightmare. I was free from pain. It was such a precious feeling to be free again, but there was a little bit of sadness I was feeling. Just a little bit and you don't have to feel guilty or sad too. And I don't know too if I still love you. Because one of my friend told me that maybe you’re just regretting on to your memories. Maybe you really don’t love him anymore, you’re just holding on those memories you have?