Damaged Heart

He slap me to the bed i knew if i tried to fight ill get beaten bad really bad he pull my pants down and my panties and choke me while he thrust his self in side i layed there and stared at the ceiling with a tear coming out my eye when he finished i went and took a shower and our water got hot really hot but i felt dirty and i wanted it to be really fucking hot but it couldn't be hot enough i sit in the tub holding myself scrubbing my body crying...