Why Did I?

《Why did I do that? Was I out of my mind? I wish I could do everything again. My everyday is full of "if I"'s. I will never be at ease just because of my stupid decisions. It is horrible how just a decision that may look insignificant in the moment can be so destructive in the future. The choices... the persons... the feelings... the broken hearts... everything would be different if it were not for my mistakes. "I" am my own Scarlet Letter. Is it much to ask for a second chance?》This... I don't want it to be a normal book. It will be like a conversation. Between the author and the reader (like it usually is but slightly different). Who is the main character? Well, it will be me. But if you feel identified with what I am writting, then replace my character with yourself and feel it. Like you read previously I did many things (not bad things but I regret them) I regret and I will tell you what were they (actually they all relate each other), how was everything before it happened, and so.