I'm dying

I believe that everything happen for a reason...

Like how God give me chance to live even if i have limited time...

I'm not scared to die;
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after...

I'm always messed things up
I'm a brat
I have a bad attitude
Party girl
Such a big burden

But still I'm trying...
trying to change because I know I'm Dying...

And i know its a bit too late
but I'm trying my best until this beat I'm hearing stops...