You lower your face, trying to hold back tears as best you can. You don't want him to see you cry, then that's you stay away. Sit on the bed, and cry in silence. You shocked, sorry that you didn't realize this as early as possible. Sorry that you've made Dean think you do not care about him at all. If this surprises you, then this is also a surprise for Dean. He didn't think that he would snap at you like that, he didn't think that emotion controlled him, and made you cry in such a way. . . . My friend @trblmcy (Yeah, I think that we're friend<3) work hard and very well to help me with this story.